This week we are in the Lake District with my parents. We booked the holiday last Christmas and have been planning for it ever since.
Unfortunately the constant nausea I mentioned in my 6 week post has not left me. I felt sick all day every day and towards the end of week 7 I was sick a few times too. I’m constantly hungry too but have completely lost interest in sweet foods (so unlike me). The tiredness has crept in too and so a lot of our plans have had to change. Less walking around and more rest and early nights for me. I feel bad that I am not pulling my weight with cooking or even looking after the ladybird but leaving it all to my husband and parents.
I know we are lucky and that it will all be worth it in the end but right now it feels so hard. I think being away on a holiday that I had been really looking forward to but has turned out nothing like we planned is making it harder. I feel like I am ruining the holiday for everyone. The hardest thing is my toddler doesn’t understand why mummy is interacting with her less and I feel so guilty for that.